Chernyse ,
Today , I felt very confusing because of I made a lot of mistakes before ... I was trying so hard to walk out from my past but it's impossible .Every single night , when I close up my eyes , my mind will start playing our memories . I will cry , I will hate myself , I will feel disappointed with myself . My friends told me that I should 'leave' my past and don't 'live' there . I think you're the only girl can drive me crazy , because of you I changed . At the end , I deserve nothing from you because of the mistake I have done . To be honest , I'm very happy with my single life . At least I don't even need to worry whether you're chatting with European lads about time or chatting with them about 'dirty stuff' .
Your Lovely ,
davenlokyonghao
